Jambalaya

History

2010-07-13T23:00:00.000-07:00

The night sky was adorned with massave brilliance, illuminating the earth below. This was the perfect ending to a beautiful day she thought to herself as he walked her to her car. 'Can it get better than this?' she wondered.

"There is Orion" he said pointing upward, "And there is the big dipper" he pointed out in its opposite direction. "That one is easy to see" he finished.

She followed his brief astronomy lesson in amazement. 'Was there anything this man had no knowledge of?' She thought as she remembered some of their earlier conversations. They discussed sports, music, trivia and now astronomy. Each topic different and each discussion more intriguing than the last. She returned her gaze from the heavens to her wordsmith when she realized he was no longer speaking. His intent facial expression drew her closer to him as she wondered what was on his mind.

"I want to make history with you" he stated looking thru her eyes and into her very being. At that moment time stood still. Everything surrounding the two of them disappeared and nothing else mattered except what was standing in front of her.

He took her hands and repeated his proclimation. She smiled uncontrollably, fought back the urge to smother him with kisses and returned his gaze. This was the most perfect moment with the most perfect man and she couldn't believe it was happening to her.

Astrologically Correct

2010-07-07T19:18:00.000-07:00

I shouldn't want this but

Want

THIS

I want your hands in mine

Holding me

I want your arms searching over my body

Caressing me

I want to hear your voice

Whispering my name

Moaning in ecstasy

Calling out in unyielding sexual euphoria

My interior craves your exterior

Beseeching your existence

I want to know you like none other

I want to forget you belong to another

I shouldn't want this but

Want

THIS.

Random

2009-07-26T19:02:00.000-07:00

Instead of thinking you know my type...
Why don't you take the time to find out what I'm like?

Random...

2009-03-14T10:35:00.000-07:00

Panties here, panties there
panties panties everywhere.
Panties panties all the time,
wait a damned minute...
NONE of these are mine????

Wondering...

2009-01-12T15:58:00.000-08:00

If Ignorance is bliss,
Why is my ex such a grouch?

Cupcake #10

2008-12-17T14:34:00.000-08:00

If someone calls you a fat ass
and you sit on them to shut them up
did you just prove them right?

Dirty Cupcake

2008-12-04T11:59:00.000-08:00

You lay with dogs,
You awake with fleas
You say, "But it was only a second she was on her knees?"

Ripples in the Water

2006-10-02T16:39:00.000-07:00

You arrive
I’m contented

You touch
I quiver

You smile
I melt

You speak
I’m attentive

You kiss
I linger

You question
My soul opens

Your action
Is my reaction

You are
And I am

Enchanted

2006-09-28T09:25:00.000-07:00

The more I pull away from you
the faster I fall...

El domingo hermoso

2006-09-28T08:39:00.000-07:00

I can feel your hands holding me as we kiss
The wet sand beneath our feet
And the warm sun surrounding our bodies.

My heart fills as I let you in
My days,
happier
My nights,
longer without you

Seeing Clearly

2006-09-08T14:14:00.000-07:00

Antiquated yet innovative
Unashamed and unconditional
Pleasing nonetheless hurtful
Desired and still Abhorred

Here
Lying in wait
Cleverly disguised
as
unadulterated
hate
This is love
And Damnit
Not wanting to
I am
Missing you

Voices of Yesterday

2006-04-20T09:30:00.000-07:00

Sounds of love
Whisper
in the night
Gentle kisses
Brush
my face
Laughter
Tickles
my stomach
Lies
fill my ears
Hatred
Hardens my heart

Your words
So easily spoken
Invaded my reality
Like European soldiers
Raping mother Africa

Three years have passed
And still I hear
Those voices of yesterday
Echoing in the breeze

Scribbles

2006-04-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

I write.
in my journal
in my car
in my sleep

I write
in my head
on my blog
in the sky

I'm a writer
so I write
everyday
sometimes
two topics at one time

I am a writer
I write
therefore
I will always be

Me

2006-04-08T18:54:00.000-07:00

I
Forgive you
for
changing me
and
only loving me
then

I
forgive you
for
loving me
and
making me
love you back

I
forgive you
for
leaving me
and
making my heart stand
still

mostly
I forgive me
the old me
the real me
the me
without
you

Mentirosa

2006-04-04T15:06:00.000-07:00

I stand between you and the mirror after you’ve left his bed on a cold and lonely night
I am what makes you feel good when the others have let you down
I make that size eight look right

I am that smile you see when your ex walks past you on the street
The envy you know he feels
The heartache
The defeat

I am always around
Tickling your lovely ear
Affirming your thoughts
Only for you to hear

What?
You don’t recognize me?
You ask who am I?
I’m the ugly truth
You turned into a lie

Love

2006-01-09T12:12:00.000-08:00

My long time nemesis who chases me when I’m weak
taunts me in my much sought after solitude
That door he is trying to break down was once open but
is now closed, and locked forever
All who I want in are in there is no room for anyone else
Please leave me alone
I can’t
I won’t let you in
We are enemies
You Must Depart

Cupcake #2

2006-01-09T12:08:00.000-08:00

My ear longing to hear your voice
aches in sorrow now that we're apart
Soothing, melodic, baritone sounds
where words flow from the most beautifully formed lips
I Miss You...

Love Voyeur

2006-01-09T12:04:00.000-08:00

From nothing to something
from something to someone
from friends to lovers
Have You Ever Watched a Love Grow?

From a glance to a look
from a look to a laugh
from hand holding
to love making
Have You Ever Watched a Love Grow?

From late night calls and early morning kisses
from random lunch dates & flowers just because
From a slight acknowledgement
to total avoidance
Have You Ever Watched a Love Grow?

To See Grace

2006-01-09T12:03:00.000-08:00

Together
with you
afraid of being alone
Thru
verbal abuse
dissembled in physical pleasures
The adolescent reasoning
that kept me near
speaks to the woman
abhorred
by vile memories of
dispelled conversation
rejected ideas
and your condescending remarks

Your abiding absence
Is my grace

Cup Cake

2006-01-09T11:56:00.000-08:00

Now that you're gone...

I wonder why you were ever here in the first place.

Adventures of Adynsis

2006-01-09T11:52:00.000-08:00

Have you ever heard the saying everything ain’t for everybody? Me too, but nobody told it to Ms. Dobson at my church. I know she was told that you have to be a lady in the streets but a freak in the bedroom because I have seen the bootleg video but that’s another story.

So anyway I was leaving the hair salon where I just got a new haircut and I ran into Ms. Dobson and her little round hanging buddy walking down the street. I tried to look for a place to hide because I didn’t feel like smelling cigarettes and garlic while she spoke but it was too late. I was spotted. They waved. I rolled my eyes. I was fucked.
“Oooo Adynsis. Your hair is lovely. I just love that look on you. Isn’t it cute Dana?” she asked looking at little round one.
“Mmm Hmm it’s cute. I like it” she echoed.
“Thank You” I answered trying to think of a fast escape but that damn garlic breath was clouding my brain and I couldn’t think straight.
“So,” she began looking right past me and into the salon “is this the place where you got it done?”
“Uhhh,” I stammered. That damn garlic had me in a trance. I bet that’s how she got her men. I know it ain’t her looks ‘cause they are way past thru.

Not waiting for me to answer she went into the doors of the salon followed by her little round counterpart.
“Don-is! Who did you up in here?” she called out to me from inside the salon. Now you know I should have let her know right then about yelling my name, and not even my entire name but this stupid thing she made up when I was little, but Miss Georgia the owner of Coiffeuse would have barred me from her shop if I caused a scene. She didn’t play that. And speaking of Miss Georgia I could see her looking at the scene that was unfolding in the front of her shop. Damn. I had better go in there and let Ms. Dobson know what time it was so she would get her holy ass cussed out.

“Ms. Dobson,” I said as in rushed in the front door of Coiffeuse with my voice lowered hoping that cow would catch a hint that she was in a respectable place of business and not out on tha block. “You can make an appointment over here at the receptionist desk. Dominique, my stylist is booked for three months for non-regular clients but there are other stylists who can help you” I said guiding her from the middle of the waiting area and over to the receptionist desk.
“Oh okay” she said. “But I want my hair did right like yours.” she finished.
“May I help you?” Tracee the young receptionist asked with a frown on her face as we made it to the receptionist desk. I know it was the garlic. It was killing me too. Daymn I wish she would use a breath mint.
“Don-is knows what I want” she barked. “Don-is tell this girl what I want. And don’t spare no expense” she added. Now that she had an audience I guess she was going to put on a real show. Damn fool didn’t know it was her breath and not her words that was making people look at her. People came in here five days a week and it was nothing to see a client spend five hundred to a thousand dollars in here on their hair so if she wanted to ‘spare no expense’ as she put it, (although it came out of her mouth sounding like pare no pense), she would have to either mortgage her raggedy ass house or sell that video I mentioned earlier on eBay to pay for it. Yeah I tell them to give her the works, hell I’ll even tip one of the stylists to fit her in today. I was tired of her funk ass breath, little round friend and besides it was a warm sunny day here in L.A. and I gots thangs to do. It was time to get her off my back.

Ceremony

2006-01-09T11:51:00.000-08:00

Sweet, caramel lips brush gently against mine welcoming my presence
His soft tongue slides in, out, and around my mouth affirming his delight
My body quivers
In anticipation of his touch
My back arches as his hands slide down my spine
Looking into my eyes he stops
Smiling
Returning his gaze
Breathless
I fill my lungs with air
Motionless
I hold his hands
Waiting
His head lowers slightly
His manhood rises steadily
He guides my hand effortlessly
A soft, steady moan escapes perfectly formed lips
Inaudible words
Passing that awkward stage of acquaintance
This has become
Our ceremony

Desire

2006-01-09T11:41:00.000-08:00

I desire your words
That make love to my ear
Every syllable
A deep, sensuous stoke
Every paragraph
A long lasting climax
I desire your hands
Melting my body with every touch
Your fingers
Hot as fire
My body
Soft as clay
I desire your lips
Soft, tempting, and sweet
Ardent kisses again and again
And again…I dream of you with an appetence
For all the things I desire
Touching, talking, love making
I desire you and everything that you are
Your indelible impression rests deep within
I will desire you always

Rose

2006-01-09T11:31:00.000-08:00

Like a unfolded rose
I kept my love inside
Closed
From the worlds touch
Protected
From deceitful hands

Your words
Like the suns rays
Opened
Closed petals
Exposing a sheltered love
Vulnerable

Fully bloomed and opened to all
Suddenly
Your words
Stopped
The suns rays
Gone

Void of your spirit
My petals fall
Wither then blow away
Cold and dark my love
Dies and fades